That night... and more..

Apoorve sir explained something so eloquently yesterday , that i felt my everything at ease at he was just spreading already existing wisdom , yet people are unaware of it . We , have taken vow to learn , practice , teach and then 'teach to teach' which is going to get officially palpable on 24th of march! In these days , in which i traveled extensively hitherto, i experienced the reason my master asked us to take a personal goal , and an aim for the benefit of society. they both go hand in hand. Spirituality and materialism go hand in hand . We experience spirituality and we need materialism to express them,. We feel something , we need emotions to express them. That space , from where our thoughts come has characteristic something like this... We 'try' to eradicate darkness by pouring darkness in bucket and throwing it away , unaware that it's(darkness's) value isn't going down , but is infact same! , When we meditate we just observe that calm space , where there's just silence , no thoughts come up. An enlightened master is one who masters this space to remain calm in silence and light up the darkness to eliminate the same!

observations

              All this time – me , trying hard to do something I even didn’t know… , well I guess many many things.But I ‘m indeed getting the realization , that there’s just much more than these startling go hows about how always make the best out of this materialistic world. There’s a higher power , I feel the presence every day , these days a thing’s happening , that has been talked about very much in front of me , you know- in the sharing of experiences , but I never had them in my pocket , until now. Whatever I ‘m wishing the things to happen , they are working out the exact same way. I didn’t really know that but when  when lord Buddha sat meditating , life forms in the area of radius 20 kms stopped fighting! ,  I was astonished! , so powerful aura! It is known to me now , that feelings  change very dramatically , like the corollary of heisenberg’s  uncertainty principle which states that energy keeps changing even in vacum at a rate that can be unfathomably fast. What all remains and unshaken is ‘is’ , being , that ‘is’ . Having said that I get to know more and more clearly that clearly, leaping into the mediation is human’s very true nature. This I got to know when I skipped of  a meal at night half-heartedly  to do kriya, only to find that my heart and my stomach , both have had a full time meal! So dear friends are getting in life, I want it to never end, because I find -it’s the true nature!  Everything exists in the vibrational modes – this is a damn sure intuition that superstring theory’s gonna work out , no matter what , And that everything exists in cycles. That marks every opposite thing in this universe being complementary. One has no perception without the other. People don’t change because you are heading on hard to make them change. It’s just that you have to observe the change , like the protagonist of prince of Persia. The moment he found himself observing himself , after triggering the dragger’s button , he was astounded , he was in a situation full of wow! That’s all is needed , infact that is all there is! Just the happenstance of you just observing anything’s that ‘s bothering you , or making you happy makes something come out from the other unknown dimension , and takes you all away with it! It’s not an escape route, it’s our very hidden nature!

Ground experience

Today , it was an opulent evening-guruji's voice wafting in the air . I need to tell all that the word 'waft' is one of my favorites , because, 1st it was brought to my notice via jitesh bhaiya's blog , and second it is the event happening prior to guruji's saccharine  sound in the ears- " let go all your efforts...". Prior to the starting of organising yes+! from 30th January  , we were practicing in the 'Talk Session' , after which i had realizations.. , a thing that wasn't able to pop up... It was an incredible experience. Reminiscence as i got , caught up jitesh bhaiya's mind.. and after sudarshan kriya , told us how NIT HAMIRPUR YES+! graduates has increased from 2( he and patro sir, in their first year, both r in final semester now). He was then inundated by the happiness that was in that room... all of the sincere seekers had shown up- the first year- recent graduates...his eyes surrendered to happiness of water , for like , 3-4 seconds.. and he blazed-" do u all know , this would be the biggest thing u'd do for others....so from now till completion of course , khate , peete , sote.. yes+!" By the way do u know it is scientifically proven that ... water molecules or ice crystals expand and contract according to the mood of the person beside..? So what do i got here? that 3 second water shower in his eyes was 'Gangajal' poured by guruji himself.. By the way i m going to IIT delhi to play my first ever basketball tournaments , so? my commitment is stronger than before..  I ll make up as many minds as i wish to... , because they are taken care of , and now it's their time ti 'realize' it ... , Couldn't go to group kriya today but after playing basketball , whole ground and it's wet wetty grass was seeing my way..! it was amazing!